I read it.
And I saw much truth.
And I can see clearly now.
That I really am a dumb, selfish, ignorant brat who doesn't deserve to be here.
Selfish. Ugly on the inside.
Too many tears have been shed for nothing.
Are being shed for nothing.
I can't believe me.
Other people wouldn't believe me either.
I have nothing to cry about.
I have been and am being stupid and selfish,
But now I just can't stop.
What now? What do I do now my worst fears have been confirmed?
What would you do, finding out that you are also ugly on the inside?
Death is not the answer, so what is?
If I am not to die, am I just to sit here, forever?
Ugly.
The perfect word.
It even describes itself.
But now,
but now it describes one thing more.
It describes me too.
And I saw much truth.
And I can see clearly now.
That I really am a dumb, selfish, ignorant brat who doesn't deserve to be here.
Selfish. Ugly on the inside.
Too many tears have been shed for nothing.
Are being shed for nothing.
I can't believe me.
Other people wouldn't believe me either.
I have nothing to cry about.
I have been and am being stupid and selfish,
But now I just can't stop.
What now? What do I do now my worst fears have been confirmed?
What would you do, finding out that you are also ugly on the inside?
Death is not the answer, so what is?
If I am not to die, am I just to sit here, forever?
Ugly.
The perfect word.
It even describes itself.
But now,
but now it describes one thing more.
It describes me too.
You write beautifully, but please don't believe this about your self!
ReplyDeleteEvery day find one way to smile and say "I'm Beautiful"
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